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The young matron
dimpled and blushed.
"That's charming of you,
Maidie," she said,
gathering up her silk
skirts as she prepared
to step down into the
pond before her. "Your
compliment makes the
blame feel worth taking.
But look how big the
snow flakes are!"
"It doesn't matter. We
all have gaiters on,"
returned Maidie
Williams, undisturbed.
"Fares, please!" said
the conductor stolidly.
Frank Armstrong thrust
his gloved hand deep
into his pocket with
angry vehemence and
pulled out a silver
dollar. "There's your
money," he said, "and be
quick with the change,
will you? We have
already lost time
enough!"
The conductor counted
out the change with
stiff, red fingers,
closed his lips firmly
as if to keep back an
obvious rejoinder, rang
up the six fares with
careful accuracy, and
gave the signal to go
ahead. The car edged
forward into the
drifting storm.
As everyone gathered
around to begin their
stroll Armstrong laughed
shortly and stared down
at the bits of silver
lying in his open palm.
He turned about
instinctively to look
for the conductor, but
it was already too far
away to hail. "Hey,
look," he said. "The
conductor gave me back a
dollar and twenty
cents."
"Oh, can't you stop
him?" cried Maidie
Williams. She took a
backward step into the
street wet with crushed
snow.
The Harvard junior, who
was carrying her
umbrella, reached out to
pull her back. "Don't
worry about him, Miss
Williams. He'll make it
up before he gets to
Scollay Square, you may
be sure. Conductors that
lose money don't have a
job for long. Just the
other day, I gave one a
quarter and he went off
as cool as you please.
'Where's my change?'
said I. 'You gave me a
nickel,' said he. And
there wasn't anybody to
swear that I didn't
except myself, and I
didn't matter."
"But that doesn't make
any difference," Maidie
insisted. "Just because
one conductor was
dishonest doesn't mean
that we have to be. My
Church teaches that
keeping money that
doesn't belong to us is
the same as stealing
it."
"Oh, come along!" said
her dark-eyed cousin.
She addressed the group
and said “Listen to
Maidie and we'll cough
up a retirement fund for
the poor conductor. I
guess the West End
Corporation won't go
without their dinners
to-morrow.”
Armstrong laughed and
held out half a dollar.
“Here, Maidie, here's my
ill-gotten fifty cents.
I was going to treat us
all to a hot chocolate
after the concert; but,
I won't urge you to do
that. I wash my hands of
all responsibility. But
your cousin didn't tell
me you had such an
unpleasant conscience."
Maidie flushed under the
sting of his rudeness,
but she went on quietly
with the rest. It was
obvious even to her that
any attempt to overtake
the car was out of the
question.
"Did you notice his
number, Joe?" she asked,
suddenly.
"No, I never thought of
it" said Joe, stopping
short. "However, I
probably shouldn't make
any complaint if I had.
I shall forget all about
it tomorrow. I find it's
never safe to let the
sun go down on my wrath.
It's very likely not to
be there the next day."
"I wasn't going to make
a complaint," said
Maidie. The two young
men were enjoying the
small joke too much to
notice what she said.
The great doorway of
Music Hall was just
ahead. In a moment the
party were within its
friendly shelter,
stamping off the snow.
The girls were adjusting
veils and hats with
adroit feminine touches;
the pretty chaperon was
beaming approval upon
them, and the young men
were taking off their
wet overcoats, when
Maidie turned again in
sudden desperation.
"Mr. Harris," she called
rather faintly, for she
did not like to make
herself disagreeable,
"do you suppose that car
comes right back from
Scollay Square?"
"What car?" asked Walter
Harris, blankly. "Oh,
the one we came in? Yes,
I suppose it does.
They're running all the
time, anyway. Why, you
are not sick, are you,
Miss Williams?"

There was genuine
concern in his tone.
This girl, with her
sweet, vibrant voice,
her clear gray eyes,
seemed very charming to
him. She wasn't really
beautiful, but sometimes
it looked as if she
were. Besides, there was
a steady earnestness in
the gray eyes that made
him think of his mother.
"No," said Maidie,
slowly. "I'm all right,
thank you. But I wish I
could find that
conductor again. I just
know they have to make
up the shortage if their
accounts are wrong, and
fifty cents is a whole
day's wages. I
couldn't--we couldn't
feel very comfortable--"
Frank Armstrong
interrupted her. "Maidie,"
he said, with the
studied calmness with
which one speaks to an
unreasonable child,
"your pastor is
perfectly absurd in
telling you things like
that. Nobody can be
perfectly honest all the
time. Look at the facts
here. Here it is within
five minutes of the tune
for the concert to
begin. It is impossible
to know when – or if --
that car is coming back.
He really was quite
careless, and you are
making us all very
uncomfortable carrying
on like this. Mrs.
Harris, (She teaches
Sunday School at our
church, Maide) won't you
please tell her not to
spoil our whole
afternoon?"
"I do think he's right
this time, Maidie," Mrs.
Harris admitted. "It's
very nice of you to feel
so sorry for the poor
conductor, but it really
was all his own fault.
And just think how far
he made us walk! My feet
are quite damp now and I
may get a chill because
of him. We ought to all
go in directly or we
might all take cold, and
I'm sure you wouldn't
like that, would you my
dear."
Mrs. Harris turned and
led the way in even as
she spoke. Maide's
cousin and young
Armstrong got right
behind her. Maidie
hesitated. It would be
so easy to go in, to
forget everything in the
light and warmth and
excitement. But, she
thought again, Fifty
Cents Was A Whole Day's
Wages!
"No," she told herself
very firmly, and as much
to herself as to the
young man who stood
waiting for her. "I must
go back and try to make
it right. I'm so sorry,
Joe, but if you will
tell them--"
"Why, I'm going back
with you, of course"
said the young fellow,
impulsively. "If I had
only just looked once at
the man I'd go alone and
in your place, but I
know that I wouldn't be
able to tell him from
Adam."
Maidie laughed. "Oh, I
don't want to lose the
whole concert, Joe and
you know, Frank has all
the tickets. You must go
after them and try to
make my peace. I'll come
back just as soon as I
can. Don't wait for me,
please. If you'll come
back out and look for me
here after the first
number, and not let them
scold me too much--" She
ended with an imploring
little catch in her
breath that was almost a
sob.
"They sha'n't say a
word, Miss Williams!"
Joe cried. He glanced
back and saw that
somehow his date had
gotten herself attached
to Armstrong. He turned
back to look at Maidie.
But she was gone
already, and, being
conscious that further
delay was only making
matters worse, Joe went
on into the hall,
although he hung back so
as to give Armstrong a
good, strong hold on the
arm of Maidie's
dark-eyed cousin.
Meanwhile, the electric
car had swung heavily
along the wet rails on
its way to the
turning-point. It was
nearly empty now. An old
gentleman and his nurse
were the only occupants.
Jim Stevens, the
conductor, had wearily
stepped back inside the
car. He was still
reliving the insult he
had felt from his
contact with the
children. "It's too bad
I forgot those young
people wanted to get off
at Music Hall," he was
thinking to himself. "I
don't understand how I
came to do it. That big
bruiser looked as if he
wanted to complain of
me. He looked like a
football player anyway,
barging in, barking
orders and expecting the
whole world to idolize
him. Well, even for all
that I would have said I
was sorry if he hadn't
been so sharp with that
tongue of his.
“I hope he won't
complain to the company
about me just now. 'Twould
be a pretty bad time for
me to get into trouble,
what with Mary and the
baby both sick. I guess
I'm just too sleepy to
be good for much, that's
a fact. Sitting up all
night for three nights
running takes hold of a
fellow's stamina somehow
when he's on his feet at
work all day. The rent's
paid, that's one good
thing, if it hasn't left
me but half a dollar to
my name. Hullo!" He was
struck by a sudden
distinct recollection of
the coins he had
returned to the young
children. "Why, I gave
that rich kid fifty
cents too much!"
He glanced up at the
dial which indicated the
fares and began to count
the change in his
pocket. He knew exactly
how much money he had
had at the beginning of
the trip and the dial
told him how much he
needed to have now. He
counted carefully. Then
he plunged his hand into
the heavy canvas pocket
of his coat. Perhaps he
had half a dollar there.
No, it was empty!
He faced the fact of his
loss reluctantly. Fifty
cents short, ten fares!
The company would take
it out of him, that was
for sure, they might
even let him go. The
conductor's hand shook
as he put the money back
in his pocket. It
meant--what did it mean?
He drew a long breath..
It meant his money was
gone into the pocket of
the rich young gentleman
with the fur collar!.
In his mind's eye the
conductor saw a room,
not far away, it was
Christmas Eve though it
didn't look much like it
in his home! His home
was a dark, dreary
little room found
upstairs in a noisy
tenement house. He knew
there was a pale, thin
woman reclining on a
shabby lounge vainly
trying to quiet their
fretful child.
His little boy was so
thin, and pale, too, and
he tossed and turned
with a hard, choking
cough. There was a small
fire in the stove, a
very small fire you can
be sure with the price
of coal so high. The
medicine stands on the
shelf. At $3 a bottle,
it gets used sparingly.
"Medicine won't do him
much good," the doctor
had told them. "What he
really needs is a heavy
diet of beef and cream."
The conductor's heart
sank at the thought.
"Poor little kid!" he
said, softly, under his
breath. "And I shan't
have a thing to take
home to him now; nor
even a dime to pick up
Mary's violets, either.
It'll be the first
Christmas that ever
happened. I suppose that
chap with the fur neck
wrap would think it was
silly for me to be
buying violets on MY
wages.
“He wouldn't understand
what the flowers mean to
Mary. But, I'm being
mean; he probably didn't
even notice I gave him
too much change. That
kind don't even know how
much they had to start
with. They just pull
dollar bills out of
their pocket as if it
was newspaper. It was
the silver that confused
me, a whole silver
dollar, and I wanted it
so bad!
I was coveting what
wasn't mine, I reckon."
The electric car came to
a halt and the conductor
leaped out into the snow
to help the nurse assist
the old gentleman to the
ground. Then the car
swung on again. Jim
turned up the collar of
his coat about his ears
and stamped his cold,
wet feet. There was the
florist's shop where he
had meant to buy a
dime's worth of violets,
and the toy-shop was
just around the corner.
A thought flashed across
his tired brain; he
could short the company
fifty cents. "Plenty of
men would do it; I know
some of them that do it
every day. Nobody would
ever be the poorer for
it. This car will be
crowded going home. I
needn't ring in every
fare; nobody could tell.
“But Mary! She wouldn't
touch those violets if
she knew I had done
something like that to
get them. And she'd
know. I'd have to tell
her. I couldn't keep it
from her, she's that
quick."
He jumped off to adjust
the trolley strap. He
had a curious sense of
warm unreality. It
couldn't be happening
that he was really going
home this Christmas Eve
with empty hands. Well,
they must all suffer
together for his
carelessness. It was his
own fault, but it was
hard. And he was so
tired!
To his amazement he
found his eyes were
blurred as be watched
the people crowding into
the car. What? Was he
going to cry like a
baby--he, a great burly
man of 30 years?

"It's no
use," he thought. "I
couldn't cheat the
company.
“The first time I gave
Mary violets was the
night she said she'd
marry me. I told her
then I'd do my level
best to make sure she
was always proud of me.
I guess she wouldn't be
very proud of a man who
could cheat his
employer. She'd rather
starve than have a hair
ribbon she couldn't pay
for. A wife like that,
she's worth all the
money in the world."
He rang up a dozen fares
with a hand that was
rock steady. His
temptation was over. Six
more strokes--then nine
without a falter. He
even imagined the bell
rang more distinctly
than usual on the last
one, even encouragingly.
The car stopped. He
flung the door open with
a triumphant sweep of
his arm. He felt ready
to face the world, eye
to eye, a bold man of
integrity. But then he
thought of the baby--his
arm dropped. “Oh Lord,
Why should being honest
be so hard?”
With the glint of tears
in his eyes he turned
around to help the young
girl up who was waiting
patiently at the step.
Through the whirling
snow his wet eyes saw
her eager face, and
noted the glow lighting
the steady gray eyes.
She looked kind of
familiar, but where
could he have seen the
likes of her before.
"There was a mistake,"
she said with a shy
tremor in her voice.
"You gave us too much
change and here it is
back."
She stopped when he
looked so confused. He
stared at the piece of
silver which had given
him such an unhappy
start just a few minutes
before. “There were ten
of us.”
10, 50 cents. Yes, His
eyes misted over so
thickly he was almost
blind. He took the coin
like one dazed. He shook
his head to stop his
tears. Would the pretty,
young lady think he was
crazy to care so much
about so small a coin?
But he knew that he must
say something. "Thank
you, miss," he stammered
as well as he could.
"You see, I thought it
was gone--and there's
the baby--and it's
Christmas Eve--and my
wife's sick--and – the
baby too, well, you
can't understand--"
"But I do," she said,
simply. "My father works
for 50 cents a day, and
I was afraid this would
mean an awful lot to you
as well. And I thought
perhaps there was a baby
at home too, so I
brought my Christmas
present along for her
too," and something else
dropped into Jim's cold
hand.
"What you waiting for?"
shouted the driver from
the front platform. Jim
looked back and the girl
had disappeared in the
snow. Jim rang the bell
to go ahead, and gazed
again at the two shining
half dollars in his
hand.
He was even more
grateful that evening as
he explained the matter
to his wife. Jim sat in
a tiny rocking-chair
that was several sizes
too small for him, "I
didn't have a chance to
tell her," "that the
baby wasn't a her at
all, though if I thought
he'd grow up into such a
lovely young lady as she
is, I don't know but I
almost wish he was."
"My Poor Jim!" said
Mary. With a little
laugh of pride, and joy,
and gratitude she put up
her hand to stroke his
rough cheek. "I know
you're tired."
"And I should tell you,"
Jim added, stretching
out his long legs toward
the few red sparks in
the bottom of the grate,
"I should say she had
tears in her eyes, too,
but I was that near
crying myself that I
couldn't really be
sure."
The little room was
sweet with the odour of
English violets. Asleep
in the bed lay the boy,
a little toy horse
clasped close to his
breast.
"Well, bless her heart!"
said Mary, softly.
***
"Well, Miss Williams,"
said Joe as he sprang to
meet her coming swiftly
along the sidewalk. "I
can see that you found
him. You've missed the
first number, but they
have decided they won't
scold you--not this
time."
The girl turned a
radiant face upon him.
"Thank you," she said,
shaking the snowy
crystals from her skirt.
"I am so glad that I
went. I know now that I
would have lost much
more than fifty cents if
I had given up and just
stayed here." |